Lost in translation?

Moving forward I'm doing all I can to feel myself in different elements.... I love playing with lighting and exploring the things I take for granted: Lighting, on location, using different filters and so on.

I was inspired by a dear friend ....Shout out: Jayson to explore the sim China
so of course there I feel this creative vibe and since of flipping a switch to raw inspirations. Great place go now...Really TP there right this moment its amazing!

~~~~~~~China, China (187, 57, 1994~~~~~~~~~

"Not Exactly"

This is my best attempt at being a model for you!

So like I'm all about right now braking down my walls of style and security. When you get comfy with something usually means your either getting lazy or losing touch with your own edge....Great line from one of my favorite movies....."The Sleeper has awaken!!!" Dune... movie rocked! Still to this day get chills when he has his hand in that box and she puts that venom filled needle finger thingy to his throat....(looks down...) "I'm doing it again aren't I....Rambling like a nerd.....surry"

Moving on! This out fit was inspired by the 80's for me.
Hair: PurpleMoon Creations . Ethere, Etherea (109, 76, 1366)
Jacket:BAIASTICE, BAIASTICE (152, 126, 25)
Skirt:BAIASTICE, BAIASTICE (152, 126, 25)
Skin: ::: unBra ::: Skins,Shapes,Fashion,Makeup
Photography: Me duh ma page!jk

Creature of Habit

I'm avoiding a great deal of things lately....moving like a machine. I'm taking a leap forward I don't want to do. So I'm avoiding all the things that make me think and feel the fear. I do this every time I am dealing with something large.

"Is that a large elephant in the center of the room?!?.....Hmmm? No! I see....nothing!" (starts biting her lip)

You know what I need? I need a list of things to do to keep my busy! (lol) So I can absorb myself that much further into ignorance! (takes in a deep breath...letting it out softly)

Here is the thing, last night she spoke to me in a dream......we actually talked. This person I do not dare mention..... We talked and we spoke of life. She made me promise to take a leap of faith and let her go. To envision myself standing on a high bridge overlooking clear, moving water below.

Letting her go.....letting her go. (takes a moment to collect her thoughts.....)how many times have I tried to do that? I have lost trac of the exact number honestly.
And according to this apparition, it is as easy as it's forming of the words. (thinks for a moment) leap of faith hu?

(closes her eyes and takes a step forward off the bridge and holds her breath as she leans forward..............)

Consider This!

Did you know that just around the corner is "Breast Cancer Awareness" month? Well it is and I for one am a huge advocate of this time of the year.

I had a huge scare 2007 when I went in for an exam and they found a lump. I sat in a room scared. Wondering what was life about to hand me. I was sent home and later that day received results that were good news.

It woke me up that day; that I need to support and be more of an advocate for my family and friends. Not to mention my own health!

Please, please. Don't put off your right to live and be free of the simple knowledge you, me, we all have the power to be supportive to the power of PINK!

The Craft

So a friend of mine stops in and wants some pics done. As you can see this is a few of what we managed to creat. What a beautiful girl. I always enjoy her and ALAWAYS manage to bit my lip waiting for her reaction's.
The thing about this job is you never know; you never realy know till the whole thing comes together how it will make a person react. I always can see it in my head and sometimes its so frustrating to mold it to how you know it will make the most amazing thing.
I respect those who use all the natural elements to creat a pic. But I also know the amazing amount of time and creativity it takes to mold a pic with the tools I use. Neither is easy, and neither should be shund. Tis a piece of art created in a still.
And I know that it's NEVER a craft that is ever mastered or done learning from.
I love what I do, I love the exspression's......been a long time since I felt the love agian. Crosses her fingers for a more respectful merger......

Long ackward pause........

Where have you been? umm, well everywhere and allot of nowhere. Sorry for the laps in time I have no valid reason for the absence. Just been busy. SO I have been taking pics though and having fun with them. This is one I took today at a beautiful structure who's name now escapes me and I would log into SL but that's a whole other story so moving on!
Yep I come to this place often to unwind and just investigate the over all structure because it is special to me.
When I was a girl, I loved going to my church because it was so large and it was simply breath taking to lean back in my seat and wonder off to another place and look up at the ceilings. So in a since this pick inspired me of the girl I once was looking up at this pic I am sure I imagined a thousand times in my youth staring back at me!(sparky waves to the lil girl she once was)

Matoo Mermaid

I seriously woke this morning and had like 20 new ideas for pics.....What is that? I mean I seriously go for weeks on end with nuthin in my head ( o.O hush!) and Bam!!! I cant stop writing too! I am like a flippin chatter box just spilling over...(take a moment to visualize a chatter box spilling over......***crickets****)
errrr anybum! So this is a inspiration I had. I was working on some different ideas because I let music inspire me mostly, and I literally was doing another pic when this image flashed in ma head!
She introduced herself to me as "Matoo" she is a mermaid and is on a mission to deliver bad news to her king!
See told ya!(taps her skull) its all trapped up here!
I like her allot, she has this persona about her when you look long enough you can almost see the story line unfolding. Or not, maybe I'm just slowly slipping into what my mom loving refers to as a "Slow Cook" meaning my brain is slowly cooking into a nice hot crazy.... Yeah I know it's the love you keep around you that defines you right?