Lost in translation?

Moving forward I'm doing all I can to feel myself in different elements.... I love playing with lighting and exploring the things I take for granted: Lighting, on location, using different filters and so on.

I was inspired by a dear friend ....Shout out: Jayson to explore the sim China
so of course there I feel this creative vibe and since of flipping a switch to raw inspirations. Great place go now...Really TP there right this moment its amazing!

~~~~~~~China, China (187, 57, 1994~~~~~~~~~

"Not Exactly"

This is my best attempt at being a model for you!

So like I'm all about right now braking down my walls of style and security. When you get comfy with something usually means your either getting lazy or losing touch with your own edge....Great line from one of my favorite movies....."The Sleeper has awaken!!!" Dune... movie rocked! Still to this day get chills when he has his hand in that box and she puts that venom filled needle finger thingy to his throat....(looks down...) "I'm doing it again aren't I....Rambling like a nerd.....surry"

Moving on! This out fit was inspired by the 80's for me.
Hair: PurpleMoon Creations . Ethere, Etherea (109, 76, 1366)
Jacket:BAIASTICE, BAIASTICE (152, 126, 25)
Skirt:BAIASTICE, BAIASTICE (152, 126, 25)
Skin: ::: unBra ::: Skins,Shapes,Fashion,Makeup
Photography: Me duh ma page!jk

Creature of Habit

I'm avoiding a great deal of things lately....moving like a machine. I'm taking a leap forward I don't want to do. So I'm avoiding all the things that make me think and feel the fear. I do this every time I am dealing with something large.

"Is that a large elephant in the center of the room?!?.....Hmmm? No! I see....nothing!" (starts biting her lip)

You know what I need? I need a list of things to do to keep my busy! (lol) So I can absorb myself that much further into ignorance! (takes in a deep breath...letting it out softly)

Here is the thing, last night she spoke to me in a dream......we actually talked. This person I do not dare mention..... We talked and we spoke of life. She made me promise to take a leap of faith and let her go. To envision myself standing on a high bridge overlooking clear, moving water below.

Letting her go.....letting her go. (takes a moment to collect her thoughts.....)how many times have I tried to do that? I have lost trac of the exact number honestly.
And according to this apparition, it is as easy as it's forming of the words. (thinks for a moment) leap of faith hu?

(closes her eyes and takes a step forward off the bridge and holds her breath as she leans forward..............)